By Cicely Gosier
Lecrae is no stranger to Billy Graham’s ministry today, but that wasn’t always the case. He admits he didn’t grow up in a Christian home and failed to “even realize the magnitude of [Billy Graham’s] legacy.”
“I actually had to do homework to understand the weight that he carried,” he said.
Lecrae has since participated in several BGEA events over the years. Now, the Grammy-award winning rapper is featured in the My Hope film, “The Cross,” which airs nationwide Nov. 7, 8, and 9 with a special message delivered by Billy Graham from his home in Montreat, N.C.
Having the opportunity to share his testimony alongside one of the world’s most respected men is an experience that’s still hard for Lecrae to fathom.
“It makes it a lot more real when you realize, ‘Oh wow, they’re asking me to be involved in this,’” he said.
Thousands of My Hope “Matthews” will invite friends, neighbors and family who don’t know Christ into their home to watch “The Cross.” In addition to the upcoming broadcast, two other short evangelistic films — Defining Moments” and “Lose to Gain” — were developed to help set the tone and ease the nervousness some may feel when sharing their faith.
All three include excerpts of Billy Graham preaching the Gospel in past Crusades and the stories of well-known Christians like singer Lacey Sturm and NFL player David Tyree.
In “The Cross,” Lecrae opens up about moments of anger and audacity when he was younger, like the time he pulled a gun on a woman just for laughs.
“Breaking into someone’s car and stealing things, it didn’t seem big because I knew people who shot people,” 34-year-old Lecrae explained. “I didn’t think I was moving down the wrong path.”
“I was a hedonist,” he continued, always in pursuit of pleasure and self-gratification.
“No matter how many women I got involved with, no matter how many drugs I took, no matter how drunk I got, no matter how much I wanted to escape the feeling of insignificance and insecurity, I could not quench that,” he said.
Now a father, Lecrae is transparent about growing up in a single-parent home.
“I wrestled with a sense of insecurity … just wondering why [my father] would leave. And I tried to fill that void, that sense of insignificance with anything I could find,” he shared. “Athletics, money, status, you name it, I tried it, and it all left me pretty empty.”
His search finally came to an end when someone encouraged him to attend a conference in town.
“Here’s me, this skinny 19-year-old kid with all this internal struggle,” Lecrae recalled, “And I hear this sermon, and he says, ‘Do you not know you’ve been bought with a price? That Jesus paid a price for you?’”
“And it was as if the scales fell off, it was as if I realized how selfish and how foolish I had been looking for fulfillment outside of the One who created me,” he said.
After living “19 years of craziness,” playing even the smallest role in something as big as My Hope has been humbling for Lecrae. But the message behind the project is one he’s already put into practice – taking the time to build relationships with non-believers.
“A lot of people have this idea that Christians think we’re perfect and we’re better than everybody else,” he said. “I think it’s important to help people see that you’re human and that the only difference between you and them is the grace of God.”
Heavy bass and fast beats are signature to Lecrae’s music, a style that fits right in with mainstream hip-hop. Because of that, Lecrae has worked with secular artists and said he’s able to share his faith “quite often” in the industry.
Being sensitive to confidentiality, Lecrae didn’t name names but talked about one of many “prominent” secular artists he’s connected with.
“Our first encounter, he didn’t expect me to relate to him,” Lecrae said. “We just connected and built a friendship, to the point where I was able to kind of help him through some tough times and share my life story with him, share my experience with Christ with him.”
That example of relationship evangelism is what My Hope is all about. Lecrae, who once looked up to the drug dealers and gang members in his neighborhood, also sees the national broadcast as an opportunity to introduce young people to Christian role models like Billy Graham.
“He’s unwavering, rooted and grounded in truth, and not going to move for anything,” Lecrae said.
And to him, that’s what the world needs more of.
For national and local TV listing of where to watch Lecrae in “The Cross,” click here.